谢谢大家了，我现在还活着哦！呵呵，其实事情到最后总会有一个结果的，我觉得我的事情太多，太杂了，不是你们可以想象的！不过我相信我自己可以坚强下去的！我不是懦弱的人！呵呵，从小到大，我一直都很坚强，相信我会一直坚强下去的！

I always think about this question,and I give the answer to myself,not by god[em07]

I want to live for 30 years old,it is enough at that time I finished my hope and my parents leaded a farely comfortable life,and I needn't worry about them for ever