I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO SAY ,I RECENTLY LIKED TO TALK WITH EVERYONE ,LIKE MAD .

I WAS SURE I WAS NOT MAD .BUT WHY ?I DO NOT KNOW ,I WAS VERY AFRAID .VERY MUCH.BUT I DO NOT CONTROL MYSELF.WHEN MY COLLEAGUES REFUSED TO SAY ANYTHING，I KNEW I MADE A MISTAKE。BUT I HAVE 。I COULD NOT CHANGE ANYTHING，THIS MADE ME VERY SAD 。BUT IT WILL GO ON 。WHY？HOW ？I HATED MYSELF VERY MUCH。

I WANT TO GIVE UP MY JOB ，I FOUND IT VERY BORED 。I WAS VERY SAD FOR MY SORT TIME WORK 。

I WANT TO A COUNTRY ,A STRANGE PLACE .I WANT TO HAVE MONEYAND DO NOT WANT TO WORK.I DO NOT WANT TO FACE EVERYTHING.I WANT TO SLEEP AND HIDE IN A PLACE

YESTERDAY ISA BAD DREAM,TODAY IS A SAD DREAM ,WHAT IS TOMORROW .I DO NOT KNOW .AND I FELT VERY TIRED AND BORED.

TIME IS PASSING BY MY BODY .I DO NOT FEEL ANYTHING.IT IS SLOWLY