|
I didn't sleep well last night again. too much unnecessary worry bothers me. Maybe I really need help, I wanna warm sunshine lightened every dark corner of my heart. |
|
i got up at 6 this morning and went to office at 6:30~~~ hehe, now i am sleepy |
|
in fact, I get up at 2 in the morning these days. I lose my sleep for lots and lots of thinking and imagination. do not know why I think that much and it's totally uncontrolled. I think maybe I am lack of labor activities at daytime, so I tired to swim more and walk more, but I am still suffering insomnia. leec, why did u go to work that early today? |
| i went to office so early to make phone calls. agencies of my company are demanded to start work at 6:30.so we are forced to make calls to check if they get up |
| my god, that's terrible, poor babe. [1_01] |
| my god, that's terrible, poor babe. [1_01] |
| why you paste the same paste twice? is there something wrong with your net? |
|
555555, you said it. my net is unbearably slow these days. I've been yu men lah. I swear I just issued once, god save me. |
I didn't sleep well last night again. oh,that's really bad if cant get enough sleep. honey,if you wanna erase the darkness in your heart,suggest you may find a soul maid..or bosom friend.. we know communication can be soothy |
| honey, when you are in bed, put everything out of your mind so that you would get a good sleep. if you couldn't help thinking, suggest you count sheep, one , two ,three...then you will fall asleep. if you don't like sheep, just count money, both RMB and USD are okey, one dollar/yuan, two dollar/yuan, three...wow, that must be wonderful~~hah |
| hehe, sunny is here~~ you must be busy today! |
|
thank u, my sunny and my honey. I'll try to find someone to pour out my worries and problems, and also, let me count on the bed when I fail to fall into sleep again. hehe. just now, he called me again from Holand, to be honest, I do not know how to face him, I know he is angry at me because he wrote me a very long email yesterday but I said nothing in response. I know what he wants, but I am not confident to give. I was a listener most of time and that also irritated him. He blamed me a "men hu lu" acutally I really do not know what to say. |
honey, when you are in bed, put everything out of your mind so that you would get a good sleep. if you couldn't help thinking, suggest you count sheep, one , two ,three...then you will fall asleep. if ... I guess it can't do anything. if i do that,it will drive me crazy and I will be in a high spirit.. just like the joke goes,I will continue to count....with nonstop.. that's will be a white night.. |
hehe, sunny is here~~ you must be busy today! not too busy,just opened some posts in Bilingual news. and darn it!sth wrong with my computer. guess the virus hit it and it goes so slow..I get so impatient and wanna smash it.. I downloaded the Desperate Housewives to my mobile phone and wanna see them in the evening to kill the time,meanwhile for the purpose of learning.. |
thank u, my sunny and my honey. honey,do you crush on him?if you dont reply him,I guess you pour cold water on him. there is a love frame in his heart to you,and you keep so sobered and calm on your part,he would be annoyed,that's normal.honey,do you still look for your Prince Charming?if he is trustful,you can talk with him,there needs someone to shoulder with you...honey.. |
| He lives in Holand and works in Belgium, too far away from me. He is that guy five years younger than me. I love him heart and soul but I am not confident to keep love fresh and evergreen. You know men are changeable. He is really too young and I don't wanna ruin his life. He deserves a better gal, not me. I've made decision to give up, no matter how reluctant I am, no matter how painful it is, we do not have future. He is my Hero and I don't think I'll find anyone else to love again. Just let me be a nun forever. |
|
do u think it's silly to torture oneself like I do? yeah, I am that silly one. |
|
honey,facing love,sometimes we are really so helpless. when I was on shift,my vice president talked the topic with me,he just wanna tell me no love can be everlasting and evergreen,maybe not romantic,as the days go by,the love will be changed.honey,I know,you wanna a pure and lasting love to stand the time,but the society is kinda real,we only imagine the storybook love in mind. any way,if you decide to give up,if you can be good friend in future,you can talk heart to heart,you can contact him.dont be so frustrated,you can find someone love you and protect you all life,maybe not right time. |
|
honey,dont curse yourself that way. I am now keeping single,and dont know who can hold my hand to go all my life with me.. hope one day I can say goodbye to singleton.. somehow,we should cheer up and be happy... |
|
my angel, as reading your words, my eyes moistened slightly. you are so beautiful and kind, you'll find your other half soon, he will cherish you forever. I am leaving for home now, see you tomorrow. love from sky. |
