导读：如果有一天，我变成了流氓，请记得我曾经纯真过。如果有一天，我变成了庸俗的女子，我也不会忘记曾经的梦想！

Introduction: if one day, I become a rascal, please remember that I have been innocent. If one day, I become a vulgar woman, I will not forgetthe dream!





28岁前，考过CPA，独居单身，从事财务工作，开一间小书店。有一间属于自己的房子，不需要很大，五六十平米，卧室阳台种着向日葵，有巨大的落地窗，圆床温暖，床边有通顶的大书橱，书随时可拿，墙上是自己的画、海报还有照片，枕边耳机、眼镜、纸巾、耳塞、眼罩、夹子、镜子、手机都是一手即能够到的状态。冰箱里塞满了费列罗、牛奶、碎碎冰、芝麻糊、猕猴桃、火龙果……

Before the age of 28, had a test in CPA, living single, engaged in financial work, opened a small bookstore. Have a house of their own, do not require a large, fifty or sixty square metre, bedroom balcony with sunflower, a huge French window, round bed warm bed, through top big bookcase, book can take, the wall is his paintings, posters and photographs, pillow, towel, headphones, glasses, goggles, earplug clip, mirror, mobile phone is a hand that will be able to state. The refrigerator is filled with Ferrero, pieces of ice, milk, sesame paste, kiwi, pitaya ... ...

每日清早，闹钟一响，摸了手机就起床，我没有赖床的习惯，被子懒得叠，只穿一件大T恤赤着脚踢开地板上的各种CD和杂志，一脸蓬头垢面嘟着嘴地去厕所洗漱。有一点点起床气，不过皱着眉刷完牙就好，然后换衣化妆，只要半个小时就可以搞定一切。

Each morning, the alarm goes off, touch mobile phone up, I do not sleep habits, quilt to fold, wearing a T-shirt with bare feet on the floor and kick CD journal, a face with dishevelled hair and a dirty face to pout to go to the bathroom to wash. There is a little bit up gas, but frowned brushing teeth is good, then Huanyi makeup, as long as half an hour can get everything.

准备牛奶面包或是煮粥加蛋，喜欢精心准备自己的早餐，边吃边看一会儿报纸，悠闲轻松，对自己好一点。时间差不多就去上班，白天完美得体的白领骨干形象，稳重事业心强，在职场勾心斗角，勇猛无敌。晚上，回家自己煮饭吃，或是出去寻找自己喜欢吃的东西，吃过饭，找朋友唱k或是去酒吧喝喝酒看看电影找些小约会。

Prepare milk bread and porridge and eggs, like to elaborate their own breakfast, the edge eats an edge to read the newspaper for a while, leisurely easily, a bit better to oneself. Almost time to go to work, the perfect good white-collar backbone image, stable career, workplace intrigue, bravely invincible. In the evening, home to cook their own food, or go out looking for what they like to eat, after dinner, looking for friends to sing K or go to bars to drink alcohol have a look for some small movie date.

到家早早洗澡换衣，泡在浴缸里和闺蜜煲电话粥，敷个面膜做做运动，也不开其他房间的灯，只在书桌前开一盏台灯，桌上大盘子里装满了糖果、桃肉、梅子，在电脑前聊天打游戏听linkin写东西，做属于作家的工作，将自己埋在黑暗中，很安心的感觉。睡前泡一杯牛奶放在床头柜上，手里捧着自己心爱的书窝着看一会儿，然后慢慢睡着……

Home early to take a shower Huanyi, soak in the bathtub and close friend to talk on the phone, apply a mask to take exercise, do not open the other lights in the room, just in front of the desk a desk lamp, table tray filled with candy, peach, Me Ko, in front of the computer, chatting and playing games Linkin write something, do belong to a writer's work, will be buried themselves in the dark, very comfortable feeling. A cup of milk before going to bed on the bedside table, holding the hands of his beloved book keeping watch for a while, and then slowly fall asleep ... ...

周末的时候去自己开的小店一坐一个下午，有情调的小书屋，放优雅的blues，座位不多，书橱里装满自己喜欢的书本给人分享，爱来不来，茶水招待，整个店里弥漫着清茶淡淡的香味，阳光撒进来安逸而温暖。或是扎个马尾素面朝天，大T恤甩着大腿赤脚在家里跑来跑去，洗衣服大扫除逛超市叫外卖。抱着小黑猫团在沙发里边吃西瓜边看恐怖片，吆喝朋友打牌聚餐。

When the weekend to open his own shop for an afternoon, exotic small house, put the elegant blues, many seats, the bookcase filled with his love of books to share, love to come, the tea reception, the shop filled with green tea delicate fragrance, light to enter to comfort and warm. Or is tied in a ponytail makeup, big T-shirt tossing thighs barefoot running around the house, wash clothes cleaning the supermarket for takeout. Holding a black regiment in the sofa inside eating watermelon while watching horror movies, call friends playing cards.

哦，忘了，还要抽空学法语。等放长假的时候，背着大大的双肩包，穿上喜爱的匡威鞋，到处流浪。喜欢坐在车上没有目的地地飘荡，喜欢颠簸的感觉，只要头靠在椅子上，就会昏昏沉沉地睡去，随便开到什么地方，都很安稳。

Oh, forget, but also to learn french. When extended vacations, carrying a big backpack, put on love Converse shoes, wandering. Like sitting in the car without a destination like floating, bumpy feel, as long as the head and leaned back in his chair, will have dizzy spells to sleep, where casual to, very stable.

去北京，去看古老城市与现代强烈的冲击碰撞，去看798充满艺术的世界，去感受酒吧里地下摇滚轰轰烈烈的爱情，去看九曲十八弯有着奇怪名字悠远历史的胡同，去听清早北京城缓缓清醒时白鸽振翅浮动的声音，去看公园里老人们拎着收音机舞剑吊嗓子唱京剧……

Go to Beijing, to see the ancient city and modern strong impact, to see 798 of the art world, to feel the bar underground rock with vigour and vitality of love, to see the eighteen bend with strange names long history of the alley, to listen to the early morning Beijing city slowly waking dove wings floating sound, go to the park the old people carrying radio sword hanging voice to sing Beijing opera ... ...

去西藏看最纯净的天空和流云，去看一路叩拜的虔诚老人，去看手握转经筒的喇嘛缓慢而悠闲地集体诵经，去闻弥漫在空气中的阵阵檀香，去看震撼人心让人窒息的美好……

Go to Tibet to see the most pure sky and clouds, to see a way to worship the pious old man, to see the turning cylinder Lama slow and leisurely collectively chanting, to smell in the air of sandalwood, to excite people's mind breathtaking beauty ... ...

去云南找小居开在四方街上的酒吧，穿着彩色的云南服饰绣花鞋，用一支银簪挽起长发，像悦然一样在酒吧昏暗的灯光下写字，履行自己的诺言在七月十四在迩海放莲花灯，坐小小乌蓬船在水里飘荡，等待良人归来。

Go to Yunnan look for a small house on the square street bar, wearing colorful Yunnan clothing embroidered shoes, with a silver hairpin pull long hair, like Yue ran as in the dim light of a bar to write, perform your promise in July fourteen in near sea put lotus lamp, small boat in the water shed sitting around, waiting for the beloved returns.

去法国坐在街边的咖啡店里吃着牛角面包翻阅报纸一呆一上午，背着照相机拍埃菲尔铁塔下各色的情侣，在塞纳河边学着街头画家试试给人画画像，在许愿池里扔硬币，去凡尔赛宫镜厅看无数个自己……

Go to France to sit in the coffee shop to eat a croissant newspapers spent a morning, carrying a camera under the Eiffel Tower with lovers, in the Senna River to learn street artist try to paint a picture in the Trevi fountain, toss a coin to see Palace of Versailles, the hall of mirrors of countless yourself ... ...

去撒哈拉沙漠，寻找三毛曾留下的足迹，可以像她一样披头散发穿着布质吊带裙赤着脚在沙漠里奔跑，为找到一个完整的骆驼头骨而欢喜尖叫……走走停停，回自己居住的城市晃荡，一个人很多年很多年。最后，只为，遇见你。

To live in the Sahara desert, for Sanmao had left the tracks, can run like her unkempt wearing cloth dress barefoot in the desert, to find a complete skull of a camel and glad to scream ... ... Considerable stop-and-go, back to the city you live in rock, a man of many years many years. Finally, just to meet you.

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Eleen寄语：我的梦想，不能忘，怕是多年以后，我变成一个在菜市场上和人斤斤计较的庸俗女子，万般可悲，我也不能忘，我有过这样的梦想。生活再艰难，世界再万恶我们也要充满希望。

Eleen: my dream, can not forget, even years later, I became a in the market square accounts in every detail and vulgar woman, very sad, I also cannot forget, I had this dream. No matter how hard life, the world evil we have hope.